Wow, life really is different when you change your attitude. In fact it's a lot better when you are positive. I got an A- on my religion exam for which I didn't study at all! I got a joboffer and an interview tomorrow after school around 16.00, I got a spot at the Zumbaclass 18.15 tomorrow, I'm almost done with my speech in swedish for my National Exam, and 3 teachers have been sick this week so far! So I've been having a lot of spare time, which I've dedicated to seeking for a job, emailing companies and trying to get my laptop fixed.
But I have been totally forgetting about my blog and I'm feeling that I'm boring you guys out. Something has to change, but I need you to tell me what, because in my head everything's just perfect and I can't see the flaws like you.
What else.. Yes! and I spoke to my grandmother who's never been near a computer through skype. She was so happy to see me virtually and she told me that my uncle had shown her my pictures on facebook and that she found it very exciting and fun to see me and to see what I've been doing through a little box with buttons. She's adorable! I love my grandmother, I'm so free when I'm with her, but she could be very strict about me hanging out with some people. In Lebanon it is very usual that some families just don't like eachother and sometimes they don't even have a reason! or just because their ancestors where asswholes they make a high tackle on them. Sometimes the actually have a point in what they are saying (old people) They have been around for so long and they have pretty much seen it all, but at other times they could be so wrong and judgemental. I wish she was wrong about everything, because a few things she has been right about are the things that have hurt me the most, but hey how am I supposed to grow strong if I dont meet obstacles on the way?
This is just the way of life. And whatever's hurt you. One happy day, Karma will beat their asses!
Enough for tonight
