There are the days when you just want to be left alone, you want it to be quiet and dark all around you. But there are also days when you want to feel closeness. Bodyheat, contact, emotional and sexual..
Right now I just want to grab you, hold you and lay in your arms. Watch a crappy movie, cry when something bad happens and laugh until my stomach hurts.. I want to stay up late just staring into your eyes, feeling safe in your company and just be myself. I want to stay in this paradise I've created forever. I feel like running away to a foreign place, just me and you. Somewhere warm and cosy, somwhere we can be alone, somwhere I can show you my appreciation... Is it too much to ask for? I am longing for you, this strengh I used to posess is slowly fading away leaving me unprotected from the outworld. Im fragile so you'll have to handle me gently and with lots of care. If you break it, there's no going back ...
