What's wrong with people these days??

Picture of me and some of my closest girlfriends on my 18th birthday, Love you guys and thank you for making my life so much better! ♥

All of the sudden I don't feel well and maybe I should go to bed and just skip CSI. If I do go to sleep now, I'll be able to wake up early and go to the gym around 8 which means I'll be able to do a lot of things before noon!

Since I didn't study much today I'll have to make sure to do as much as possible tomorrow before 6 p.m. At 7 I'm meeting my mentor at Café Vanilla. I'm so nervous about it. She's a very important engineer at Volvo and I hope that my relation to her will help me and give me connections to other important people. Last time we spoke she insisted on taking me with her to work so that I can learn more about engineering and Volvo. Hopefully the visit will help me decide what I want to do in the future. I'm going to try to get an internship at Sahlgrenska Sjukhuset (a famous hospital in Gothenburg) When I was younger I dreamt of becoming a doctor. Not really a doctor, I meant surgeon. A specific kind of surgeon, a neurosurgeon but I think I could settle with cardio.

Last week at "Mitt Liv" (My Life) a programme for women, we talked a lot about dreams and finding them. We focused very hard on that part and the instructor kept telling us to never back down on our dreams. We should follow them no matter what and just stay positive because the attitude you have towards something is very important. Even though I think that my dream is unreachable and so far away, I find working on getting everything the way I want it to be a lot more satisfying than settling for something descent but not encouraging. I don't want to become one of those people who live a monotone life and feel like my existence has no meaning. I want to be passionate about something and I don't want it to be love. I've given up on trying to make myself happier with love to/from a guy, because sooner or later all relationships break and you'll be on your on.

From now on people will be able to walk in and out of my life whenever they want. I'm not even going to try to make anyone stay around. "If you love something let it go and if it comes back thats how you know..." Marques Houston.  Everyone's welcome to enter, but also free to leave whenever they feel like it.

I should really get going before I get too attached to my new blog. (I already am, LOL)
I'm just gonna wish you all a good night, may the angels watch over you!