Thursday, October 6, 2011

It definetely is !!

Today was a good day ! No mood swings, didnt pic any fight at home or anything. Just had a normal and surprisingly nice day. I got to sleep 12 hours last nigh, maybe thats the reason.

I used to hate the rain. I felt like it brought me some more limitations. But I've kind of started to appreciate it. It calms me down and whats cosier than staying in and chilling out with your family or go out for a jog in the rain and actually feel something. Rain helps a lot of people with selfsoothing, after rain comes sunshine. Hopefully, but you do get your hopes up. Maybe people should start having a little more faith in stuff for example themselves, the people around them and most important according to me... God.


From now on I am going to say yes to everything (well except for a few things) but in general, Everything that might do me good.. Im simply not going to turn it down. I watched this TV show called Gossip Girl where one of the characters "Chuck Bass" decides to say yes to everyting(literally).  It didnt end  up so good so maybe if you make a few exceptions.. maybe this concept would work, anyway I am giving it a try. Ill definetely let you know how it works out.

Here's an old favorite that I listened to during my darkest days a few years ago when I lost a very close friend. I guess you're in a better place. I remember never sleeping before you calling me and saying good night if not even telling me a goodnight story. I miss you !
Let the rain fall down and take me away, cause I dont wanna be without you.