Wednesday, November 3, 2010

When you left, it was like a huge hole was punched out of my chest...

Thank you God for making the rain stop when I went to sleep last night. I had a great night's sleep for once. I fell asleep as soon as I put my head on the pillow which is very unusual of me. Usually I lay in bed for at least half and hour thinking. I think about the day that has passed, upcoming events, I even dream myself away before I fall asleep. Everything I wish could happen in real life happens during these minutes before I fall asleep.
It's a lot better that dreaming in your sleep because you can decide everything that's going to happen. Dreaming in my sleep to me is like watching a movie, you can't steer anything in the direction you want it to go. For example, last week I had a nightmare and what I hate the most in horror movies is that those stupid girls (often blondes for some reason) walk towards the boogeyman or whateve instead of running away. They try to call 911 from their landline phone instead of using their cellphone. The killer can't turn off the coverage on the phone, but he could easily cut the landline. Anyways in my nightmare I acted exactly like those girls and i think you could figure out what happened to me next.. I got killed.

My dream is to live on the seaside somewhere tropical. What is your dream?
Since I slept this well, I don't even remember dreaming. i usually dream a lot and when I wake up I remember 2-3 of my dreams. In general people remember 1-2 dreams, but people with a bit stronger memory remember a bit more. I have a partial photographic memory and it helps me a lot with my schoolwork. Sometimes I only have to look through a text once and remember 70% of it. Lucky me, yeah I know. But sometimes I overestimate my memory, that's when it doesn't go so well. Always read whatever you're reading an extra time or two because it really makes a difference.

I woke up at 9 and did some maths and read through my religion book. Finally we're having something I already know. Judaism, Christianity and Islam. Going to a Roman Catholic school for 9 years really makes a difference when it comes to  knowledge in religion.

My friend will be here anytime soon, wish me good luck! I really hope I'm going to be a good tooderer in chemistry. In general I'm good at explaining things but I easily get distracted and start talking about something else and I hate to repeat over and over again in case someone doesn't understand.